Your dream starts as soon as you wake up

My name is Priscilla and I'm hot stuff! I was born in Oak Park, Illinois, and I'm now stuck in the hell hole that is goody, goody Mormon Utah. I know lucky me, but if I keep myself around my friends I think I'll survive.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Long Time No Blog...

I finally went through and read some of the comments that were left on my last few blogs and deicded that it had been way to long and I needed to blog again. At first when I went to sign in I was afraid that I had forgotten my password, but come to find out my memory isn't half bad for stuff like that, so here I am blogging again...well almost...
The messed up thing about me and blogging is that there are so many things that I need to say, that I need to express, but I always have to little trust or to few words to to say them. All of my friends seem to have no problems telling the whole world their problems and everyone is so accepting of their mistakes and of their downfalls, but it never feels like that when I finally trust someone it's more of a "Judge! Judge! Judge!" ::while stabbing my arm:: or "Oh my God! You'll never guess what Priscilla just told me!" ::it screams across the room::. The first scenario is more of a fear, the second an actual nightmare come true. I wish I could trust people like all of the people around me seem to do, but I just can't.
I'm just going to trail off into nothing-ness now...I might pick this up later....I don't know yet. Goodbye.......