Your dream starts as soon as you wake up

My name is Priscilla and I'm hot stuff! I was born in Oak Park, Illinois, and I'm now stuck in the hell hole that is goody, goody Mormon Utah. I know lucky me, but if I keep myself around my friends I think I'll survive.

Saturday, July 30, 2005

True To My Word...

Oh my gosh! I have been so freaking busy like the last month, that I could go sit in a corner and sleep for like another week before I feel like I have enough energy to actually do anything "normal" again. I thought I ran around like a chicken with my head cut off during last school year; trying to juggle all the class with their mounds of homework, tech and it's ten trillion shows, friends and all their drama, my family always being upset about my psychotic schedule, not to mention all the other ridiculous shit that teenagers have to deal with everyday such as enemies they don't want and didn't plan on having to deal with, those stupid raging hormones, people forcing them to deal with their jealousy, people who feel the need to make themselves feel better by starting stupid rumors about other people...God! Teenagers all act so infantile! You would think that after 16 years some people would grow up. Teenagers must exist just to prove that theory wrong. Wow. We suck.
Anyway...I'm finally done rambling about that, and if all of you that hate me because of those thoughts...that's cool. Now, true to my word, I'm going to answer the second question from Trish. So here goes:

2. At the current moment, who has the most influence in your life?

To tell the complete and honest truth. I'm going to have to say my friends. Not those people who surround me and call themselves my friends but the people who have really proven that they really do love me for who I am, and who have proven to be trustworthy with the things that really matter to me in my life...(could I sound more fairy tale?) I finally realized the other day that for once in my life I feel like I'm actually in control. Almost my whole life I have felt like I'm always just waiting for the next person to come along and boss me around then get sick of me and throw me away. So I'm going to have to say my real friends are the people who influence me the most right now.
Well, I'm going to go to sleep now. Loves to ya'll!

Friday, July 22, 2005

Busted Stuff

Okay, so I was surfing the web one day when I happened upon this kick ass blog, written by,"Trish, 38, morning radio jock, punk rock mom, superhero and all around awesome babe." Anyway, in one of her blogs she explained how she was tagged by a friend of hers and so she had to go through and answer these questions. After all that the last question was,"Tag 5 people." So she put 4 of her friends, then for number five she put,"whatever other unfortunate fools who happen upon this and feel so inclined to join the fun..." So I decided what the hell, but instead of answering all of them at once, I'm going to do one per blog. So here goes the first one.

1. What were three of the stupidest things you have done in your life?

This of course is not an easy question to answer. But here are three stupid thigs that I have done.
Lying. Won’t go into the details, but really I don’t need to say more. They always come back to bite you on the ass.

Trusting. I know that sounds weird to say that, that was one of the stupid things that I have done, but it was. Not trusting in general but putting trust in the wrong people.

Giving up. There have been times in my short life that I have given up on certain things, or certain people, and know I look back and wish I couldn've tried just a little bit longer.