Your dream starts as soon as you wake up

My name is Priscilla and I'm hot stuff! I was born in Oak Park, Illinois, and I'm now stuck in the hell hole that is goody, goody Mormon Utah. I know lucky me, but if I keep myself around my friends I think I'll survive.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005


Oh my hell! English Honors is going to be so fetching awesome this year! I am so glad we have someone who at least acts like they know how to teach, unlike that stupid Mrs. Pettigrew. Duh! Anway, so today we went over some of the kinds of assignments that we would be doing over the year and starting in like 2 weeks we're going to be starting doing analytical blogs at least once a week! It is so awesome! Anyway...I just thought I'd let you all know about that.
My other classes are cool, there are only a couple that I'm worried about, like...BANKING AND FINANCE!!! Stupid waste of energy...::mumbles under her breath:: Anyway, there will probably be more about that in the future...Well I'm going to run away! Loves!

Saturday, August 20, 2005


Okay, so to correct the dumbness that was yesterday. I decided that I was going to put a bunch of random quiz results for last night when I was trying to make myself feel "normal" again, so here is goes....

Take the quiz:
"What'>">"What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

You have green eyes. Green is the color of balance. Your eyes symbolize your ever need to learn. Green brings peace and harmony into our lives, as you may be a very optimistic person. At times you may be placid, lethargic, lazy, and slow, to the point of becoming moody and depressed. You may also be apathetic and have a fear rejection. Do not feel bad though, for what you may lack, you can in your ability to heal and bring hope to people. Some words to describe you: growth, fertility, harmony, healing, refreshing, peaceful, contentment, satisfaction, confidence, prosperous, hopeful, lucky, and beautiful.

Take the quiz:
"What'>">"What kind of shoe are u?"

You are awesome converse!

Take the quiz:
"What'>">"What is your inner beauty fairy?"

Angel Fairy
You are Angel Fairy! You are a very cute girl and you seem to understand your friends alot. That's what makes you a great friend. You like to listen to other fairies and you love to LOVE.

Take the quiz:
"Which'>">"Which stunning spirit of emotion are you?(amazingly beautiful anime pics!)"

You are the Spirit of Hope.
You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is feeling down, they merely have to think of you to make them happy again. You have the ability to simply radiate happiness. You can make friends quickly because your strong point is your amazingly friendly nature which naturally people want to be with. You think about the best in everything, a total optimist, you won't have any trouble getting a worthy person to share your life with!

Well with that all done...I'm going to leave you with that randomness....

I wish I knew...

So here's the deal. All freaking day today I have felt like total shit, but the thing that is really bothering me is that I don't know why. See I wouldn't have as hard of a time with this feeling if I just understood why I feel this way, but I don't understand why I feel this way...I just do. So all day I have been staring off into space trying to figure out why the hell I feel this way and I've been creeping people out (for which I apologize), and had people asking me, "Are you okay?" and I honestly don't know what to say, because I could say, "No!", but then the obvious question that follows that is why and I don't know how I would answer that, "You know what I wish I knew... " as I stare off into space again. I hate feeling like this and I just don't know what to do. I hate this. Sorry if any of you now think I'm an uncontrollable whiner, but I just needed to help some people out and hopefully figure somethings out myself....I'm sorry.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

My Schedule

Hey, hey, hey ya'll! So here are all of my classes. Let me know if any of ya'll have any of them.
A1- Theater Tech with Criman
A2- Banking and Finance with Walker/Karst
A3- Seminary
A4- Honors English 11 with Rich

B1- Medical Anatomy with Revelli
B2- Algebra 2 with Robert
B3- Paychology with Fong
B4- AP US History with Carpenter
And because I said everytime I'm going to answer number seven now.
7. Tag 5 people.
Okay, so I decided screw tagging just five people, I'm going to tag anyone and everyone who reads this blog! Ha! I win! I win! Well I'm going to leave now. Loves!

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Change of plans....

Hey guys! So here is the new deal. The whole taking a class at Orem fell through because my Mom suddenly decided it would be to hard on her. Yeah, you heard it...on HER. so she wouldn't let me enroll in the class. LOOPHOLE! So here's the deal, I'm taking Seminary full year during A3, so that every so often I can skip Seminary and go over and visit the tech class...and though that might not be appreciated, it's going to happen, because I'm stubborn. I know, I sound like a brat. But I want to know if any of you would be willing to like loan me a car so that like I said every once in a while I could go over and visit. It would be just to go to Orem High, and to drive back and I would get it back at the beginning of lunch and I'd pay for the gas I use. I know I'm a dork, but I really want to do this. Anyway...Now that I'm done with that and you all think I'm insane. I'm going to answer question number six.
6. Name one event that has changed your life.
I can only pick one?! Well, that's no fun, but I'll do it anyway. I guess for me I would have to say 9th grade. As many of you know, 9th grade changed me so much. Before 9th grade I was this sweet, naive, innocent little Mormon girl (if some of you can picture that), and after 9th grade I became an obnoxious, rude, obscene little brat (and some of you know that more than others). I don't want to admit that, that is the way that I am, but to be completely honest I am. Roger told me that one day this summer. He commented that though I may look cute and innocent, underneath it all I'm a bitch in disguise. He wasn't trying to be mean or to make me feel bad, he was just trying to be blunt and tell me what he had noticed after getting to know me as more than just "Kendall's friend" (with a wink). I really have changed a lot in the last 2 or 3 years, and it's not all bad changes...just different from what my family or my friends are used to. I have had quite a few of what I thought were close friends abandon me because of it, but in the end I guess that just shows that we weren't as close as I thought we were. There are some who changed with me and decided that they didn't like it as much as they thought that they did, there are others that have changed with me and have decided that they do like it, but there are others who stuck with it and decided that I'm not going to accept anything except for what you were, and I feel bad about that, but I'm not going to change and be uncomfortable just to make one person happy. I'm going to stop rambling now. I hope all of that made sense and it's not just venting to make sense to me...although that is good too...Well, Loves!

Friday, August 12, 2005

I need some help....

Okay, so I have a couple of things to accomplish in this blog and for one of them I am going to need some help. So here it goes. I have this dilemma that I need to resolve as soon as possible, which you'll all understand in a moment. While I was working at the SCERA this summer I became really good friends with a few of the kids who work there and a couple of them are going to Orem High and a they're all involved with Drama. Now as we all know Syd Riggs (I apologize if I misspelled that) passed away this summer and they filled her position with a lady named Pam Peterson, who was the choir director at Canyon View. And one of my friends who is involved with Tech, was debating on whether to take Tech from Mountain View or Orem, because of some "differences of opinion" between her and Pam. I tried to persuade her to go to Mountain View, but Orem eventually won the debate. So a couple of weeks ago we were talking and I suggested that she take like a semester at Mountain View as well as Orem. During this conversation, she tried to persuade me to do the same and I told her I'd talk to my parents about it, because I do have a few other friends in the class and it would be a good experience for me. The only problem with that is I have no way of getting to Orem for the class. I can pay to take it, I have a free period at the same time, and my parents are fine with my taking it as long as my grades stay up. So my dilemma is that I need to find a ride so that I know for sure that I can go over to Orem and register for the class and get that crossed of my list of never ending things to do. So if any of you have any idea or comments on the issues that aren't," I refuse to befriend someone who is enrolled at my rivaling school!" I would appreciate them. Okay and number two is of course is question number five, now that number four decided to exist.
5. Someone is visiting your hometown/place where you live at the moment. Name two things you regret your city not having, and two things people should avoid.
Okay, so I totally know the first one, but I'm not to sure about the second one...I'll think on that, but the answer to number one is:I regret Orem not having a nice little downtown street. I don't even care if it's fake, but something kind of like the riverwoods, but closer and more like what you see in the movies...the cute little 50's restaurants and little shops that teenagers can afford instead of Williams and Sonoma and fancy little Italian places. And two a nice little coffee shop or cafe` type shop where people can just hang out after school or hang out just for fun. I wish I lived in more of a quaint little town instead of a growing attempt at a city.So for number two I honestly don't think I know enough about my own city to suggest anything to avoid. Unless I comment on things like ridiculous stake dances or pathetic national chains that you would find anywhere. So I'm going to stop now before I hurt myself trying to think of something else. Thanks for reading my ramblings. Please help with me with my previous dilemma! Thank you!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Why does it hate me?!?!

Okay, so this is like the third time that I've written this same blog and everytime my computer gets upset and shuts itself down, then when I rewrite it my answers become slightly twisted. Curse you stupid computer! So we're going to try this again and hopefully it will survive. Here goes nothing! Question number four is:
4. If you had three wishes that were not supernatural, what would they be?
Okay, so the other people who have answered this question have taken the caring, "I love the world" road on this, but Trish decided to not only mention that she would wish for those things as well, but to take a different route and say things she would wish for, for herself and her family; like being completely debt free or a decent car. If I were wishing for the whole planet I would say: One, that we would all think about one another as equals, therefore erasing all prejudice. Two, to stop all, and I mean ALL war, because it honestly doesn't solve anything. And three, That there would be no more world hunger - I know it sounds like such a beauty contest answer - because then maybe we could work out the infections, diseases, and so on and so forth. If I were wishing for myself, I would say: One, That I would have a garaunteed source of money to get me all the way through college and through the first 2 years after, so I have to oppurtunity to start a good career. Two, that I would never lose contact with the people who I love the most, the ones who I know love me for being just And three, that I can keep my sanity long enough to start my career and my family. Anyway...I think I'm going to be done now. I hope this one works and if it doesn't I might just stop trying and pretent that number foud no longer exsists...Loves!

Friday, August 05, 2005

Hey Ya'll! I'm back to answer question number 3! I know you're all syked! it is:

3. If you were given a time machine that functioned, and you were allowed to only pick up to five people to dine with, who would you pick?

Well, I think right now in my life that would depend on how I felt that day. Like if I was in a mood to be with people I feel completely comfortable to talk to who are my age I would say Casey, Michelle, Zach, and Cameron...I know weird, considering I've only known Michelle and Zack for about two and a half months, and I only met Cameron like 2 days ago. Anyway, if I wanted to be with people who I like to be around in generalI would say Debbie, Kendall, Casey, Lisa and Sarah...also weird, but at least you all know them.... If I wanted to be with people who I will miss when they leave Roger, Fletcher, Heather Rae, then Michelle and Zack because they're cool. If I wanted to be around people who I haven't talked to in a while I would say Mollie, Jessy, Rachel, Bryn, and Kim. If I had to pick people that I have studied and am curious about I would say John F.Kennedy, Anne Frank, Adolf Hitler, Thomas Jefferson, and Benjamin Franklin. If I wanted to pick people who were fictional I would pick The Baudelaire Children, Harry Potter, and Alvin Miller. Okay, I'm done...with my examples...right now the five people that I would pick to "dine" with would be Michelle, Casey, Zack, Roger, and Fletcher. I love those guys. For this summer they have been some of my best friends and they better stay that way! I love you guys! Well that was long-ish...I'm going to leave now. Night!